Well done Blogger. This bugger of a Blogger actually deleted the post that I've painstakingly sat down to post. Considering how seldom I actually log on to post, Blogger has done something unforgivable.

Anyway, Law Frat Games 06 has just come and gone! It was NICE seeing faces I saw before at Law Frat Games 05. It was NICER seeing new faces this time around. I have to say, the competitive streak that I had previously has dissipated into the air. I guess I am just trying to hold on to beautiful memories seeing as to how this may be my last Law Event. Not much drama this time around and I've definitely got on better with my Law juniors. Very motivated bunch I must say. It must the the age issue. Like as you get older, you tend to just want to sit back, and watch the whole action unfold for yourself. Oh yes and it was WONDERFUL seeing Mr. Darren Tan again! Thank you for the sweaty hug eh. You owe me a belated birthday present by the way.

The bugger of the big toe nail is spewing pus and threatening to dislocate itself from my toe if I don't tend to it. You know what, it can drop out for all I care. I am back to my usual aimless self. I dislike feeling this way, being all despondent and pensive.

How do I tell you I am interested when you don't even care?

This is again one of those rare times where I actually sit down to blog. It's not that I am an airhead with no thoughts and nothing go on in my day. I am just far too lazy to get my ass down and proper in the chair for a good 15 minutes to give you people out there a peek into my life.

Anyway, it is once again one of those Sundays where I feel lost, aimless, unsociable, pensive, basically EMO.

Law Frat Games 06 has come and gone. It was nice seeing some faces. Very Nice. It was NICER seeing and knowing new faces. VERY NICE. Gone is my usual competitive streak, replaced by a crazy, desperately trying to cling on and make more new memories streak. As usual, action-packed me took a few tumbles but nothing much happened. Oh, and my toe-nail has threatened to dislocate itself from my toe if I don't kiss it and treasure it after it got injured during Law Games.

It was nice going to Dempsey Road for the kickass $10.90 chocolate cake with its ambience and the beautiful people. It's time to go there ma bitch and bastard. You Know Who You Are. Wait, the car will soon be all mine.

It felt good and just like the old times listening in a pensive mood to John Legend's Saveroom in your car. Things have changed. I don't know where it is heading.

I guess that's all for now. Pretty much quite random. I miss you Sakinah.

Blardy Sakinah bte Cadbury once again took a gun, pointed it to my temple and forced me to blog. I mean, come on, seriously, what is there to blog? I don't lead a fabulous bimbotic life like Miss Shortie of X.ia.x._ _ .blogspot.com nor do I lead a highly sex-driven life of Miss Sing_leServe. I lead a boring, black and white life of law firms and precedents and O! SUBORDINATE COURTS.

Anyway, I m totally entertaining Ms.Love Drama Addict here by regurgitating the dialogue of Legally Blonde. Goes to show how much of a life I have huh? Sunday afternoons spent holed up in my bedroom watching re-runs of chick flicks.

Anyway, the damning haze is seriously getting me down, and like the rest of RED AND WHITE'S (Note: No stars and crescent ah!) neighbours down. Maybe there is a conspiracy theory behind all these incineration of their forests. Like, suffocate all the neighbouring countries then we go over in our little sampans to overtake their land and wealth!

I have been surviving on Hello Panda biscuits for lunch. How pathetic. But dinnertime is usually quite fantastic and speaking of which, I have a craving for dim-sum. CHAR SIEW.

SAKINAHHHHHHH, I WANT TO EAT CHAR SIEW. YOU PROMISED TO BRING ME TO EAT CHAR SIEW!!!! YOU SAID YOU ATE NICE CHAR SIEW AT A GEYLANG SERAI HARI RAYA STALL RECENTLY!!

haha cb yoda, this is sakinah here. i don't eat char siew. i'm fasting, so don't test my patience woman! if you do, i'll not answer ur questions about ur mascara! : )

The above one short sweet sentence that said it all was REALLY typed by the CHAR SIEW QUEEN herself. (Note: BTW, I TOTALLY DON'T EAT CHAR SIEW =P) Anyway for someone who always tries to pass off as a chinese, well done. She has most probably announced to the whole wide world she is a MUSLIM, MALAY and SHE IS FASTING.

It has been nice entertaining all of you and I think it is time I end my nonsense now while you all are still convulsing with laughter. =)

TOODLES.

Pleasant surprise that I actually remembered my blogger username and password. A bigger pleasant surprise to the souls out there that I am actually sitting down to blog. Haha, sometimes, I just love giving surprises.

Have I ever mentioned how much I love Sundays? Okies, I love Sundays. Ever since I've started my attachment, all I ever look forward to are Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. It's not that I detest work. Trust me, if I have to be dead honest, it's as if my firm is babysitting me for the holidays and they are paying me concurrently to be babysat. Well, it is all a nice arrangement so I ain't complaining much. I just love the slow lull of the weekend, where you can just wake up at later hours of the day, stretch luxuriously on your bed and wake up and sip a steaming cup of strong black brew and rustle your morning papers. Fantastic ain't it? To top it off, have a love one next to you, mimicing your actions, pleasant unsaid words hanging in the air, each enjoying the other's presence in the room. A bigger bonus! Have some feel good lazy sunday morning songs playing in the background.

It all started well, it ended in shambles. It was truly a beautiful day yesterday. Each with our own set of problems, yet all thrown away by that rest and relaxation by the poolside under the blue cloudy sky.

It was a satisfying day for everyone I must say. I managed to get the East-siders to get their lazy asses cracking down to my condo. To top it off, we made tiramisu that tasted just like those that you get out their in the market. Now, don't you just feel like snapping us girls up?

Yolanda's Theory: When you think you are having a scarily perfect day, always be prepared that this day may end very terribly.

Yeap, it sure did. I saw 2 of my ex-es and a whole bunch of other people. Seeing you Wee Kiat was a shock. I've never truly gotten over that day and we've not really met since then. This was a first head-on meeting that left both of us licking our wounds, reminiscing about our failed relationship. I doubt there is anything left to salvage. You have her and I have my life. Move on and be free.

Seeing all those other people made me think about all my missed opportunities. Indeed there is no point thinking about the "What If"s. But, I just can't help it. Ah wells. My life now is pretty much screwed up.

One great possible way to get yourself acquainted with the notion of love: Watch sappy lovey-dovey love dramas. That kind where you know you'll go "awwww" for sure.

I know I have a protective shield surrounding me now. I want to give and experience, but yet, I am afraid to give all I've got as I had before. I don't want to go through the vicious cycle of tears, recriminations and guilt. In a sadistic way, it feels good being the way I am now and yet, it is the most incorrect thing that I am doing.

I wish you weren't there when I was there that day. If you hadn't seen me, none of these would have happened. I'd have led my life, and yours, yours. But you came and I embraced. And now, I m falling so deep in I am afraid I will get stuck for life. When your passing comes, it may not be the passing of another random soul in my life.